Daddy ‘till Next Time

My officemate is having a hard time right now because her dad is in the hospital and he’s not doing well. She asked me what I did when my dad died. I told her “I cried.” Looking back fourteen years ago I was so young back then I don’t know how to show my emotions which means my dad died and I haven’t expressed how happy I am to be his daughter and that I love him so much. Sometimes I wonder what my life will be if dad is didn’t died. I remember by daddy as a funny, hard working, and very loving man. I was only 12 back then and he was so proud to have a daughter who’s entering her teenage years and I don’t know why. My dad loves us so much that he always make sure that he have time to hang out with his kids even just by taking us to the park (if he’s really busy). I remember that I used to tell all my classmates that my daddy is good looking and my classmates would give me a disappointed look whenever they see my dad (lol) But anyway, even if they give me a thousand good looking dads in the world I will still choose my daddy. I regret that I was not able to tell him how I feel. I learned from his sudden death that it is important to tell or show the person you love how much you appreciate them before its too late. Sometimes I miss my dad and there are times that I feel that I need my daddy next to me and I know that he’s watching over us. Daddy ‘till next time.. I love you and I miss you.

The First Avenger

My birthday is next week and I’m planning to spend it by watching Captain America: The First Avenger. The movie won’t last the whole day though but that is the first thing that I will do on that day. The movie trailer seems interesting. I’m no Captain America fan but I think I’d like see Chris Evans play the role of the first avenger. I don’t know what is in Captain America’s shield so I’m sure to find that out on July 22. The film will be released on July 22^nd aside from Chris Evans it also stars Hugo Weaving as Johann Schmidt or The Red Skull and Nathalie Dormer as Private Lorraine.

Storyline:
After being deemed unfit for military service, Steve Rogers volunteers for a top secret research project that turns him into Captain America, a superhero dedicated to defending America's ideals.

Excited for Christmas!

Yeah! you can say that I am excited for christmas. I don’t know what got into me but I woke up today thinking about christmas. Christmas is my favorite time of the year though I grew up without knowing most of my “ninong”  (godfather) and “ninang” (godmother). My entire life the only godmother that I know  is my tita the others I didn’t even know their names. But anyway I’m still excited for the holidays. I know it is too early but come to think of it’s already July which means five months more and it’s christmas again. I am currently listening to a christmas music right now “Have Yourself a Merry Christmas” and I feel so happy. Whenever I want to feel happy I tend to listen to christmas music. I guess you can say that I’m really weird but a simple thing can make me happy which makes me proud of myself. I like christmas because it is the time of the year where I see everyone dear to me and I can see everyone happy.  Every christmas I participate in a small activity where we give gifts to all the children in our neighborhood and sometimes I share some gifts if I have money. 

Childhood Crush

I am not a sweet girl and I never been popular with boys when I was in grade school but I’m still a girl so I have a crush back then. Reason why I started talking about childhood crush is because I saw him the other day and I suddenly remember what I was like back then. I remember that whenever I see him I would hide somewhere but I feel so happy whenever his near me. But don’t get me wrong I mean although I have a crush when I was in grade school I started dating when I was eighteen years old. I’m not good looking unlike my friends and I like to study a lot I’m not like my friends who likes to go out and have fun in short guys definitely find me a little bit boring to hang out with. I have friends and most of them are boys because I like things that most guys like such as playing video games and I love computer maybe that’s another reason. Oh well I might be a little bit off track but anyway going back to what I have said I saw him and when I saw him I didn't feel anything but I wanted to laugh because when I saw him it reminds me on how I was before.

Busy All Day?

Like what I said in my old post about the homeless old woman, I was advised to call the Local Social Services Development in Quezon City. Beth Salinas from DSWD gave me these numbers 926-9344/927-1588 and to my surprise these numbers are busy or whatever. Been trying to contact the said department the whole day yesterday but I was very unfortunate. I am starting to feel really sorry for the poor old woman. I can’t imagine why Beth Salinas wouldn’t help me. I mean after all she works for DSWD I guess she can at least relay the situation to Social Services Development but I guess she doesn’t really care at all. I make sure that I can give her something to eat before going to work but I’m sure that giving her food is not enough and besides that food that I am giving is not enough for her to survive the whole day. I wish that she someone will give her a good place to stay with people that cares about her. I really hate those people who will not just keep their mouth shut but instead I guess the old lady is an eye sore for them that are why they are very determined in throwing her away. Maybe the least thing that they can do is to to show some respect because that old woman is still a human being. I hope someone will help her because I don’t know what to do. 

Amy Adams as Lois Lane

Amy Adams will play the role of Lois Lane in the upcoming Superman film which is set to release in 2012. I was just wondering why they changed the actors/actress that played Superman and Lois Lane in the previous film. Well I like Amy Adams but I was just wondering why? Anyway, whatever reason they have I know for sure that a lot of Superman fans out there will still be excited to watch the said film. I was surprised when I found out that Amy Adams is the new Lois Lane. I started to like Amy when I watched her film Enchanted and Leap Year. I'm not a big fan of Superman though but my boyfriend is. But since Amy will be on that film I guess I will watch it. =)

Anyone Who Care?

I was on my way home when I saw this old woman. She's a homeless woman that stays in Philcoa. I have been seeing her for the past few years. Before I believe she's okay but she's now blind and I believe she needs medical help. Like what I said I saw her in Philcoa as usual but this time I felt so sad and sorry for her. I'm also mad to all those people who thinks they are better that she is. I saw them throwing water on her and some people would make her go away. One thing is for sure she doesn't know what they are doing and as a normal person would you do that? I can't help it I cried when I saw what's happening. I told my boyfriend to go to her and give her food but he told me not to because all those people will get mad at us of what we will do. I don't know what to do. I feel so useless because I can't do anything for her. I want to give her shelter and food. I want to take care of her but what can I do? I live in a small place and I'm the only one working which means I may not be able to give her enough help that she needs. I called Department of Social Welfare and Development (DSWD) but they referred me to local social service here in QC. I was quite frustrated because they refused to help me but instead they referred me to local services which I can understand if that is the process but with the situation at hand they could have done something. I know that there are rules or process that they need to follow but if they have a heart they could have at least tried to help her. I will try to call QC local social services and I'll pray that they will have a heart to help her. I can't sleep and I'm worried on what will happen to that old woman.